The Beautiful Savage

Reverance

2009-04-20T19:05:00.004+08:00

Revere: To hold in esteem or honor.

I fail to see the mercy and forgiveness in attaining this.

Matthew 7:2

For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

I'm ok with that.

Why We Choose Who We Are

2009-04-19T03:06:00.000+08:00

I recall a friend of mine having this phrase: People Mountain, People Sea.
Funny as it seems, but i realise in my life, i've met dozens of people.
With different personalities,
different tastes in life,
different hates in life as well.

But, we are more than that, we are people who are given the power to choose.
I believe God made us each individually with different personalities and attributes, but we were given a choice to follow that set of personalities and attributes.
Thanks to freewill of choice, we are our own worst and yet elegant beings to set foot on this place.

I chose who I can be.
What of you?

The.Pwnz0rd.Grandma

2009-04-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

Go, granny go!

"When was the last time we were THIS hyped up for something?"

Joy Riding

2009-04-06T00:49:00.004+08:00

1 yr/ less before you are of legal age to drive one of these babies, the stir in your heart that you wanna just take the car keys from dad when he's taking his afternoon nap and take it for a spin without asking dad to supervise.

Yeah. At first it felt good and "manly" and....... "mature" to just take the keys then; anticipating the ideals of what we expect of what the world would reciprocate upon seeing that sweet ride you're driving.

It would seem good,

It would seem fun,

It would seem harmless.

And then you crash.. and burn... burn baby... burn.

Seeking counsel and supervision isn't for wimps or immature people, it's for those who are willing to accept the responsibilities they plan and want to bear.

Significantly Oblivious

2009-03-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

You know what's worst than knowing that you can't achieve something? Not knowing how to achieve that goal in the 1st place.

I've been thinking awhile how have i been a contribution in this life. And... i can't think of any.

There are times when we feel we did nothing and we can do nothing, and yes, i know how to say that having those days and having those feelings suck....

Asking God how significant i can be in this life... and i got the answer, i'm significant just by being me. Every breath i take is a joy in His eyes.

But...

It wasn't enough.. despite the fact that knowing that achievements can't bring about God's favoring or honor.. Was i really contented of God just loving me for who i am? A bum?

No.

I needed something else, a calling.

So God, would you give me one?

Contrast and Brightness

2009-03-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

Brightness: A measurement of light and dark in an environment.

Contrast: A difference of white and black matter in an environment.

If we had a live of high brightness but low contrast; we'd be living a high profile but yet an indifferent life between others around the world.

If we'd be living with low brightness, but high contrast; we'd daring enough to challenge the indifference by being different, very different.

We are a generation of difference, not measure.

We can't be measured, but we can be different from the world. VERY different.

Blackbird

2009-02-23T14:41:00.003+08:00

Famous saying " Let Go, Let God"

To be carried off by the wind, finding our way where the wind takes us as we ride on wings of eagle. The wind blowing right at your face.
So warm, yet cooling;
You could just forget the world and just lay down;
Now that's life.
No.
That's rubbish.

Let Go, Let God

An unending battle of primeval nature between the Spirit of truth.
Fight, Fight, Fight.
Give no room for the devil's foothold;
For every punch received, return the enemy 10 more.
For every spirit broken, strike back with resilience.

Now THAT'S Life.

Alast, It's That Time Again

2009-02-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

Finally, managed to do up a post after so so very long, friggin' Final Year Project.

As time passes, as friends will be missed, antics to be remembered,

How much effort do we still put in to keep the friends we meet, to chat about the things we did, and plan for the future, for our lives we plan, we feed, we seek.

Finding that dream career.

Finding Mr/ Mrs "Just-4-Me".

Getting that expensive branded bag.

Driving that awesome new car/bike.

~Yeah, It's gonna be a looong life I can see...

I met many new friends in my course of this Final Year (haha) . No matter how bad school life can make you vomit, you bet you have friends there to know they'd help you make it all better, whether you just knew them for 2 months or less, you'd know one thing for sure, they are worth calling friends after all.

I realize,

Reality defines your physical limitations, but friends define your influence in your life.

Response to A Democratic Friendship

2009-01-21T23:12:00.004+08:00

Had been thinking about this post for some LONG time.

http://thedreamist.wordpress.com/2008/12/13/democractic-friendship/

I realize that only now, using the same principle as how true love came about, it was by the longing of relationship. We humans long and yearn for a tangible, honest relationship.

But since when did i know what i wanted was good for me? My take is, looks like i'd rather be assigned to the friends i met rather than me choosing. Whatever helps right? So this helps me.

So God help me.

Faith is Bulletproof

2009-01-19T23:45:00.004+08:00

Well, There's nothing to say but, PWN'D...

We take so much shots from the devil in our lives and how are we standing up to fight for our souls?

Gosh... makes you wonder...

To stay up such a supernatural fight, you need a supernatural backing and anointing of the spirit of God.

Nuff' said.

BACK with Belief

2009-01-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

Alright, finally back from a long rest of work.

Anyways, been real busy with my Final Year Project and all didn't even have the time to blog in school.. zomg.

But i did notice a couple of happenings in my recent absence of blogging though. And it's summed up in 1 simple word:

BELIEF

Meaning: The mental act, condition, or habit of placing trust or confidence in another

The whole concept of belief is not just on the belief on faith, but to the person next to you? Belief can be one of the most powerful weapons of encouragement besides love. But ironically, belief can be have a negative annotation behind it and used as one of the most convincing weapon in deception, simply put; emotional manipulation.

It is unstable and dangerous, but impactful and contagious in it's own way.

Believe not in the person's nature, but the Jesus inside the person. That my friends, is the belief Jesus has in us to be like Him.

Responsibility

2008-12-30T08:45:00.004+08:00

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What is responsibility?
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Being a filial son to Mom and Dad?
Making sure your little brother/sister is alright while you're folks are out for anniversary?

Being a good friend to those around us? Fulfilling the promises we made to the best we can?
Shepherding our sheep regularly? Meeting our sheep's physical/emotional/ spiritual needs?

Ensuring to keep our body healthy by exercising?
Making sure we do quiet time regularly?

Or have we ever thought responsibility as an action rather than a task?

RED : We ACT responsibly at home to our parents.
GREEN : We ACT responsibly towards our sheep, investing in lives, not objects.
BLUE : We ACT responsibly to ourselves, securing the Temple of God.

If love had to be an action, it was because of the responsibility of love.
We are responsible to the ones/ things we love, therefore, we ACT upon love to fulfill those responsibilities we chose.

Action springs not from thought, but from a readiness for responsibility. ~Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Puzzles

2008-12-26T16:25:00.006+08:00

Usually when you buy a puzzle box say 1000 pieces, you'd say that there should be 1000 pieces inside, as expected. One piece gone, the whole puzzle's ruined.

But what happens, when the picture would look so much better without one piece? Would you care to remove it? If so, Which part? The center, Side? Border? Corners?

Technically, all of us should be removed from the puzzle in life, we sin so much that if we'd just be removed, the picture would look blank..simple..without borders and bothers.

But God did so much more than that, instead, He shaped us and places us anew. Somewhere in that puzzle, where we won't know it's perfect, til we see it finished.

Still ugly you say?
Well then readers, Where are you in the puzzle?

Let It Burn

2008-12-23T23:30:00.004+08:00

Doing the right things hurt like hell.

Enough Said.

Tech-Head

2008-12-12T20:09:00.003+08:00

Well, I have to say it, it took me 2 hours to clean my room, but i did, cleaned.

Pwn'd my room with my new set of tech gadgets!

I can now play HALO 1 and 2 and DMC4 on my PC thanks my my Xbox Controller for PC!

So those who wish to find me to get together for some HALO fun on PC, just gimme a ring.

But all these goes to thanks for my mom, who saw the sad condition and decided to chip in and NOT use my salary, God bless her. :)

Messy

2008-12-08T23:07:00.005+08:00

I pray not to make the same mistake, per chance, my focal point was never them, but perhaps, alone.

Selfish it may be, but, why does self-preservation always have kill off things that drag you down, even if you were meant to save them.

I look to the sky, hoping that God would just take me back and stop myself from all the messes.

But I guess God likes to play the NO-game.

Well, I can stand here all day hoping I could take back all regrets, or I can just move on.

Step up,

Keep up,

Or you might just die.

The Time Has Come

2008-12-04T10:17:00.006+08:00

Do these sentences sound familiar?

"Yes, I believe we can finish my school...."
"I wanna help in finishing my school...."
"Sumpah, sure can finish cg08...."

Then do these sound familiar?

"Yes, I believe we can finish my school..... But i don't have the time to travel."
"I wanna help in finishing my school....But i have work on evaxing days."
"Sumpah, sure can finish cg08.... But not my fault if i kena rejected 10000 times right?"

I hope i'm not being an elitist by saying this, but the basic follow through of one's audio and video surely must go hand-in-hand at least for awhile isn't it.

If completing CG08 is so feasible in our eyes, why is it so hard for us to go for it?
Are we afraid? Or simply lazy?
You know what? I am afraid. Yeah, i am. And i'm REAL lazy too.
But i woke up.

We have about 26 days to complete CG08. Realistically, it might be too late for us even if all of us woke up now, but i would rather do something impactful as my last act this year, than do nothing and sleep off this year.

What about you?

Remember the spirit: Advance The Kingdom.

The Final Stamp

2008-12-01T11:33:00.006+08:00

People say that letters are for old-timers and people who don't know how to use e-mail and only good for giving people who are being affirmed.

But what if,
A simple letter of less 200words, written on a torn page of a note-book in a smoking area could change a life back to God?

How many would you write?

i would, but just one.
Because no one else deserved such a letter except that person.

Jelly Time

2008-11-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

There's no better time to eat jelly, then when you're photoshopping.

I finished this faster than you can finish this tongue twister,

"How much could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood when he's asking a wood chuck chuck, How much could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood when he's asking a wood chuck chuck, How much could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood when he's asking a wood chuck chuck, How much could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood when he's asking a wood chuck chuck, ".

Yeah, owned.

Just a little thought whilst eating;

"We like eating sweet stuff that's bad for our teeth, but when there's something out there, sweeter than milk and honey combine, why do people risk getting cavity?"

Fancy Dining

2008-11-26T00:26:00.005+08:00

Ohio,

Well, when i say restaurant, the first thing that comes to your mind would normally have to be;

1. Civilized people.

2. Quiet dining.

3. Fancy food complimentary of the chef.

Well, if you have those in mind, or anything of the normal, congratulations!

You're life is boring.

When dining with these guys, they turn the restaurant of delicacy into a FESTAURANT of disgust.

You must be thinking, they look pretty decent and all... you must be mistaken.

Lemme share to you why;

This is dish of the day, our chef calls it, HERNAL PRAWN OTAH BONANZA.

"In with the bad, out comes along with it!" ~Chef.

Casper: "Kin leh!"

Sum: "LOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOL"

Yeah, we played ZHONG ZI MI MA! guess who tio... haha.

Yeah, not even the best of us can resist trying out the dish of the day.

All in all, had loads of fun, loads of laugh, loads of vomit on the table.

So the next time any of you decides to go to a fancy pancy restaurant, don't go in without any them.

Finished at 90

2008-11-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

After much popular demand, i've reinstated my blog, and everything here is done by myself, except the cat. Say thanks to Scotts from Vgcats.com for the pic.

Like they said, Nice Hole, Nice Soul.

Be sure to check for updates in my Navi bar and posts.

Here are some previews i'm working on for the Blog;

-Youtube Video Embed

-Latest Drawings and Artworks

-Flash Anime (Sorry if it's gonna turn out bad, my 1st attempt in CS3 Flashing)

Oh yeah, As for the chatbox and those who wanna spam it, gimme some time will you. I'll add it in soon so yeah, just hold on. :)